1. I love this cookie book. I love it so much, I am considering baking my way through it… This book is the home of the big soft chocolate cookie recipe I made that received many rave reviews. Kudos, Martha.

2. This Hard Candy Sheer Primer is by far and away my favorite face primer. The feel of the formula is fantastic – it slides over my face like butter and makes for the perfect surface for foundation.

3. A couple of weeks ago Old Navy had a $5 t-shirt sale, and I ended up with a lot of great t-shirts for my family. I love this red nautical stripe shirt. But then again, I am a sucker for stripes of all kind.

4. I wash my hands about 349854 times a day between dog poop, Kate poop, spit up, snot, etc… And my poor hands look like my 84-year-old Grandmother’s hands. So several times a day I lather up with Aquaphor. Kinda greasy but definitely helps my poor, chapped hands.

5. Of course, my beloved Nikon rounds out the list. Adios, point-and-shoot.


If you have been reading this blog for any length of time, you know about my obsession with Gretchen Rubin and her Happiness Project. Then you also know I started my own Happiness Project where I work on a resolution each month. March’s resolution focused on my blog. I wrote about why I blog, started a Facebook page for the blog, confessed my blog envy, created a Formspring account, and designed a new layout.

So, what did I learn from this month of blog introspectiveness? Nothing and lots of things. I learned I still feel frustrated with blogging. Sometimes feel I am talking to myself. That being said, I write because I enjoy it. I am not a mathematician, I cannot draw or paint, I will never be skilled at spacial relations or physics or playing an instrument. I like to tell stories, share my amateur photography skills, record my life in this moment.

That being said, I also struggle with what is “blog worthy.” Do people want to read about my latest beauty finds? Do they want to hear about a funny incident that happened at Safeway? Is a post about mom brain or struggles as a SAHM or my thoughts on putting my career on hold really something people want to take the time to read? I prefer to not make the blog a negative space. But in the same vein, I also want to present my life the way it is. So I try to strike a balance between the thoughtful and deeper posts and funny and humorous posts.

But I suppose the biggest lesson is it is a fool’s errand to try to please 100% of the people 100% of the time. Not to mention impossible. The way I figure it is, blogs are personal and up to the blogger to write as he or she pleases. And if that interests the reader, then good. And if not, well then, that reader is just not into me. And that is okay. I can only be myself.


We love Italian dishes over here in Casa Bagley. I think Dan and I sort of wish we were Italian and we could be besties with Giada DeLaurentiis and be invited to all her fun family gatherings that always seem to involve mountains of parmesan cheese and a rolicking good time.

Sadly, I am pretty sure neither of us come from Italian roots. But that does not mean we can’t pretend! We can eat pasta with the best of them!

When I ran across this Italian Bow Tie Supper meal, I knew we had to try it. Plus, it cooks in a Crock Pot – my favorite way of making dinner. I am kind of a lazy chef. Plus, Kate usually has a vice grip around my calf shrieking at me to hold her while I try to read and comprehend directions. So the fewer steps, the better.

This turned out delicious. And, it is Kate friendly, a double win. Don’t we look Italian to you? Giada, call me!


One of the reasons I love my mom’s group so much is the sort of stuff we talk about that would send other people running for the hills. We have all carried a child and delivered a child by some means or another by the very definition of mom’s group. So, we have all been there, done that, got the t-shirt. Mucus plug, vaginal delivery, and leaky boobs are all topics de jour.

And I love it because with what other group of people can I talk to so openly about the State of the Uterus? Well, what other group of people would act riveted during my third re-telling of Kate’s 26 hour entry into the world?

Anyway, the girls are always up for a good mommy story, and the other day we were talking about our “fake out” trips to the ER before the actual labor and delivery of our babies. It seems just about every first time pregnant mom ends up in the ER at least once thinking she is experiencing something labor-like only to find out she just accidently peed her pants.

Which leads to my story. When I was 38 weeks pregnant with Kate, my belly was giant. Think watermellon. And Kate was a total bladder buster. That kid jumped and twirled and kicked my bladder all the live long day. I think I would have been more productive at work if I took all calls and emails from the bathroom. About every 20 minutes I waddled my way to the bathroom amid the teasing from my cubicle mates about my frequent bathroom trips.

So one day at work I felt like I was…leaking. And of course I Googled “how to tell if I am leaking amniotic fluid.” This was at about 10:00 a.m. Google pulled up results from mommy message boards with women wondering the same thing – am I leaking? How can I tell? I knew my water had not broken broken as that would have left me sitting in a puddle in my swivel chair. So I knew that was not the case. But I had to wonder, what would it feel like if I had a leak?

And of course I found all sorts of scary “I leaked amniotic fluid for a week before I figured it out and it was really dangerous” message board posts along with “I actually just peed my pants but I thought it was amniotic fluid” posts. So, basically I had the following choice: 1) risk leaking and possible put my baby in danger or 2) go to the ER and find out I just peed my pants and suffer embarrassment but know for sure my baby is fine.

As any mom would, I chose option number two. That afternoon, I called my OB and told the nurse I was not positive but maybe I was leaking. And of course she said I had to get to the ER right away because they do not joke around with amniotic fluid. So I called Dan and we met at home and went to the hospital where we spent a good deal of time hanging out in triage waiting around for my OB who unexpectedly found herself dealing with two emergency C-sections, a woman in labor, and me, the potentially just peed-in-the-pants girl.

After waiting for hours and hours, my OB finally got to me, administered three different tests and confirmed what I already knew. “Sarah, your uterus is the size of a giant watermellon. It is pressing hard on your bladder. Your poor bladder muscles are weak and causing you to…leak. This is no big deal and will solve itself once you deliver this baby in the next week or so. In the mean time, get yourself a panty liner.”

Well, what a relief! I felt so much better after that as I was no longer nervous my baby was in some sort of danger. To celebrate, we ordered Papa Johns delivery, and I helped myself to a medium cheese pizza.

Anyway, no one ever tells you about this stuff. And it is so easy for those who have not yet had a baby to be all “oh, I would never do that” and not even think to ask about this sort of stuff. Well, once you are carrying the most precious thing in the world, suddenly you do question every little bodily quirk. And for good reason – you never know what could be an actual emergency or if you just peed your pants.


When Kate first started on solid foods, I steamed and baked and pureed her various meals. But now that she is nine-months-old and has pretty much ate her way through the rainbow of fruits and veggies and dabbled in meat, now I just feed her whatever we are having for dinner. This is so much easier. No more separate meals. Unless the meal is super spicy, I give Kate whatever we are having, just cut up into tiny bits.

So when I ran across this Lattice Chicken PotPie recipe, I knew we had another dinner winner. Chicken, broccoli, carrots, cauliflower, peas, cheese – well, those are some of Kate’s favorites. And our favorites, too. Potpie always seemed too complicated – and about zero nutrional value. But this recipe with the lattice crust instead of crust on bottom and on top, tons of veggies (P.S. – I added peas to mine), and only one can of condensed soup (I bought the low fat), turned out to be easy and more healthy than the traditional recipe.

And it is so yummy and comforting. And kid friendly. Kate gobbled it up like eating was going out of style.

Have any other kid-friendly recipes? Do share.


“We don’t put our hands in the toilet.”

“Take the dog bone out of your mouth.”

“Don’t lick the bottom of Daddy’s shoes.”

These are phrases I never knew I would repeat on daily basis. Yet somehow everyday I find myself prying a less-than-hygenic item from Kate’s chubby fingers. But trying to prevent an active and mobile nine-month-old from getting into the recycling bin to shread and consume newspaper proves to be an all day effort.

I used to be truly Type A. Total perfectionist. I spent much time worrying about cleanliness and keeping every square inch of my space spic and span. Now crumbs and dust are part of my New Normal. And I just can no longer get into a tizzy about germs.

I mean, I would not stand by uncaring if Kate decided to lick the pavement or eat woodchips. There is a line somewhere. But I do let a lot of stuff just slide. The other day Kate fed Belle some of her baby puffs and used the same hand to feed herself puffs. Whatever. I cannot win them all, and this sort of dog-baby germ swapping happens a lot around here. I would rather Belle lick Kate’s face than a random person at WalMart touch her. There are way more diseases people give each other and far, far fewer things animals can pass to humans.

Anyway, I used to be wound so tight I had more snap than a rubber band. And someone who knew me in my before-Kate life accurately hypothesized that motherhood would be good for me, take my Type A-ness down a notch.

There is no time to sweat the small stuff. And I cannot hold myself to such impossibly high standards. My house is clean enough, I am careful enough about germs, and sometimes after a long day of baby wrangling, it is best to settle for good enough.


In December, I participated in the Reverb 10 project where I wrote a post a day for a month. (You can read my posts here.) In 2011, the Reverb team is sending out a prompt a month to reflect on 2011 thus far. You can read my February post here. Here is March’s prompt: If March 2011 was your last month to live, how would you live it?

I would spend every moment with my family. Every moment. Back when I was working, I formed my identity around my job. I made that job who I was. And I wanted to be the best worker. I gave my supervisors everything I had. My time, my thoughts, my efforts. I wanted them to think highly of me. I wanted them to appreciate me. I wanted them to not be able to do their job as well without me.

And I succeeded. I was a good worker. In as far as appreciation can go in the workplace, I was at least somewhat rewarded for my work.

After I left my job to stay home with Kate, I no longer held the identity of Worker. Instead I became baby entertainer, changer of diapers, cleaner of spit up, kisser of booboos, giver of hugs and kisses. And I gave all my efforts to my family. Making sure everyone had a clean place to live, good meals to eat, a place to relax and feel comfortable. But, I struggled with my place in the beginning of being a SAHM. Probably because I am really not all that great at being a “housewife.” But I do my best, and I give my best to the people who matter.

So instead of devoting all my life’s energies to a workplace that does not really give back, I give all myself to the people who really matter and are most deserving of my efforts. At the end of my life, what do I want people to say? “Here lies Sarah. She was an excellent…employee.” No. I want they to say “here lies Sarah. A wonderful mother, wife, daughter, sister, granddaughter, daughter-in-law, niece, sister-in-law, friend. She was the heart of her family.”

It’s real work, making a family. And there are definitely days when I think it would be easier to work for a company than work for my family. But at the end of the day when I sit around the table with my husband and baby and dog, I think, “yeah, these people are totally worth it.”


When Dan and I honeymooned in Italy, we ate our weight in mozzarella. Nothing can or ever will compare to the mozzarella atop the numerous pizzas and pastas and salads we ate in Capri and Rome. I would go back this instant for a Caprese salad. Sadly, a spir of the moment trip to Capri is not in the cards for me this week. But, that does not mean we cannot create our own slice of Italy right here in Northern Virginia.

As you know, Dan and I have been searching for new, easy, delicious, and reliable dinners. So when I happened upon this Chicken Caprese, I knew we had a winner. For the filling, I bought a tub of marinated mozzarella balls at Costco, tossed them with cherry tomatoes, and mixed it all together with Italian seasoning and olive oil. Rolling up the chicken proved a little challenging – probably because I overloaded each chicken breast with a bunch of mozzarella/tomato mixer – but I just kind of rolled and restuffed the chicken with whatever filling fell out and pinned it all together with a toothpick.

Super easy. So delicious. And – almost – makes us feel like we are back in Capri.

PS – I wrote a guest post over at My Boss is Teething. Go check it out!


I like to change things up. Luckily, my Happiness Project forces me to make all sorts of changes, both big and small. This month, my Happiness Project challenge relates to my blog. And changing up my blog design was one of my top challenges. I have been slowly teaching myself HTML in an effort to make changes to my design. So, some new skills coupled with Dan’s computer engineering skills translated into a design overhaul this weekend.

I love the new look. I wanted more white space, more pictures, more graphical elements. And I think I achieved that – at least for now.


So. What is the deal with sourdough?

I like making bread from scratch. It is fun and makes me feel all pioneer like. You know, as I knead my dough and tweet about it at the same time. Super pioneer. Well, anyway, I wanted to try my hand at sourdough because it looked kind of challenging and it also happens to be my dear husband’s favorite bread. Since I am not all that awesome at being a housewife, I thought I would try to make sourdough for him. Also making the starter seemed weird and science like, so that looked like fun.

So I dumped one cup of water and one cup of four in a gladware container and stirred. No yeast. I thought it would be fun to cultivate my own as that is how these sourdough diehards on the Internet do it. I left the container out on my counter for a couple days with the lid slightly popped. Each day I added another cup of water and another cup of flour and stirred. Like the sourdough police said on the Internet, it should bubble. And bubble it did. After a few days, it started to smell, well, sour. So I thought, okay, it should be done by now after four days of “feeding” this thing. Seriously, as if I do not have enough things to feed over here.

Anyway, I decided to give it the old college try and use the starter to make a sourdough loaf. I got sort of annoyed in preparation because everywhere I Googled, someone had a different opinion about how to go about making the loaf. First, some sourdough enthusiasts claimed that since I did not refrigerate my starter, it would not work. And others said the lid must remain firmly on. While others said that the lid must be cracked because the gasses or whatever-food-science-thing was going on it there would cause the container to explode. Well, I could not have any more explosions happening over here. Do you not remember last week and the non-stop diarrhea here in Casa Bagley? Well, anyway, I felt defeated before I even made the darn loaf because apparently there are competing beliefs about sourdough.

I had no idea water and flour could cause so many disagreements.

Whatever, I decided what’s done is done, and I just wanted to try this thing. So I poured a cup and a half of the starter into my Kitchenaid mixer along with flour, water, and salt. And I mixed. And it came together nicely. I was thinking I had this inthe bag. That I was going to be some sort of sourdough champion. That all my hard work of feeding that science experiment would be oh, so worth it when I pulled a golden crusted giant sourdough loaf out of the oven.

Triumphantly, I set the dough in a bowl to rise for an hour. And…nothing. So I gave it another 30 minutes…and nothing. Subconciously, I knew this was going to be a disaster. But I decided to be optimistic and convinced myself it rose at least a centimeter or two. I plopped it on a baking sheet and covered it with a tea towel for the second rise. And, much like the first rise…nothing. Just a blob of dough.

No matter, I decided to bake this thing anyway. What did I have to loose at this point? I only slaved over this darn thing for almost a week and tweeted about it and talked about it with Dan for days on end. So I baked that dough. And I ended up with…a sourdough brick.

Okay, so, really, it is edible. And it does taste like sourdough. At least sort of. But it definitely does not look so hot. So disappointing! I had planned to get good at this and bake some for my friends. Because it was my understanding that one continues feeding this beastly sourdough starter indefinitely. No way I could bring my gal pals this sad looking dough thing. Not unless they wanted to give it to their kids to use as a hockey puck.

Wah.

Okay, so what should I do? I kept the starter and put it in the fridge with the lid cracked. Anyone have any recommendations? Or a good website with easy directions? And I do mean easy. I cannot even do basic math over here. Eventhough I usually quit after failures like these, I want to try again. Also I want to stop wasting bags and bags of flour. Suggestions welcome!